night of dilemma

I'm not completely lost

Even in the darkness

You always guide me, I know

But at the end, I lost you

-Rika Nurlaili-

melanggar janji itu nggak boleh, ya kan? apalagi janji yang udah dibuat sendiri, dijadiin prinsip. tapi apa? 

nyatanya.....aku melanggar janjiku sendiri. 

janji untuk nggak nangis untuk cowok...kecuali untuk ayahku.

dan BODOHNYA. HOW FOOLISH I AM.

Finally.....yeha, i cry. huh.

blame the playlist! 

secondhand serenade - fall for you, simple plan - gone too soon, simple plan - your love is a lie, simple plan - astronaut, YUI - separation, bruno mars - grenade 

lagu para rakyat galau semuanya ada di sana noh, gimana nggak nangis? untung nggak nyetel Gloomy Sunday. kalau nggak....well, bye bye bakso pak sobar yang enak plus murah itu .__.P

oh well, let me say a words.

thank you so much, feel a broken heart is really great. you know it's hard for me to hide my tears from my bestfriends and my mom. you teach me to hide all my pain, to kill a half of my heart. you teach me how to fake smiles and laughs. thanks to give me an empty hope. a pair of broken wing, and made me fell at high sequence. being secret admirer is just so hard, and harder to let go. it's kind of let go of stars that already reached in hand.

I cry a thousand miles river

But you would never walked through it

Because I broke your bridge to my heart

As you broke my first pair of wing

And fell me down

-Rika Nurlaili-